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“One way mirror” – a person in the friendzone

i stayed in the shadows
staring at you,
happy on the other side of the one way mirror
you ll never know my hopes and wishes
cause you only see reflections of what i want you to see

honey can you see me looking
through this window of pretending
sorry but i failed to convince myself
to stop the stream of my illusions

No need for interrogations
singing those alluring songs
was for my crave/starve for satisfaction.

afraid to lose the bind of deception
So i am keeping the secret
avoiding disaster
a classic act of martyrs

There are many right things
that I shouldve done but chose not to.
Instead, here i am
hiding behind a perfect view

Honey can you see me looking
through this window of pretending
afraid to lose the bind of deception
singing those alluring songs
was for my crave/starve for satisfaction.

😦

I wrote this way back then when I felt I was in the “Friendzone” LOL (arte :p). 

It’s about hiding and lying about your feelings to keep the friendship because you don’t want the person to walk away and have that awkward relationship 🙂

 

Have you had the same experience? What do you do to cope up with it?